Just someone who is trying to find themselves as a sissy and is a complete virgin despite being 30 I'm still trying to figure out what I want, but I do know I want to try and see what it's like being a complete bottom. Whether it's slow and gentle or rough and hard. I want to feel what it's like to be fucked.

But my options are limited due to living with people who don't know about this and I've been too focused on work to even try doing anything with anyone the last few years.

The thought of being tied up and taken is such a huge turn on along with a collar and leash, just the thought of that makes me shiver in delight. I don't care if it's with one person or multiple at once, I do want to try spit-roasting as well to see if I enjoy it or not.

So in a way I want to see how it feels to have my mind broken.